This is my go-to thing to do when I'm exhausted but can't seem to quite get myself off the computer.
So we came home this weekend. I had a baby shower to go to today, and also my sister is moving down to Florida before I'll be back for Thanksgiving, so I had to say goodbye to her. It's going to be weird. This is going to be the first year she won't be here for the major holidays like that or Christmas. She'll be with her ~fiance. Which is cool, but scary. Because it means we're not the same little sisters that set up Barbie world in the living room and made them have ice skating competitions on the linoleum. She's getting married and I'm practically halfway through my college career and I'll soon be graduating and living in the city working as a nurse and will probably be getting married myself and will have baby showers thrown for me, and then I'm not a kid anymore. Heck, in three weeks I won't be a kid anymore. Technically. But nights like tonight when I'm at Stephanie's having dance parties to Willow Smith proves that we're not in danger of losing our kidness anytime soon.
It's just really scary to think about, you know?
But there's a lot to do before I get to my future baby showers. Like one, graduate, and two, find me a husband. Nbd.
Although, if you think about it, in eight or so years when it's our ten year high school reunion, I'll almost be 30. Which means all the good stuff in my life will be happening in the next eight years.
YIKES.
This is too much to think about before going to bed. I'm probably not going to fall asleep now.
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